It’s been 19 days. An eternity. For-EVER! So last year!

That’s how long it’s been since I’ve talked to WS2. 19 days ago was December 26th. That’s the day I took him back to his dad’s after my Christmas visit with him.

I tried calling him to wish him a Happy New Year even though it wasn’t “my Sunday”. Obviously, the phone kept ringing…..

I’ve called every Sunday evening during “my phone visitation” time. Obviously, the phone has kept ringing, ringing, and ringing…. Three Sunday’s have gone by.

Tuesday I sent BH an email asking him to have WS2 call me. Wednesday I sent another email asking him to have WS2 call me. Today I’ve sent another email to BH to have WS2 call me.

I’m irritated over BH and SM and whatever their part is in this. I’m irritated over WS2 not calling me. He’s old enough to pick up the phone. I also realize that he’s not a phone call kind of kid. He’s a TEXTER. But we can’t text each other since he’s “not allowed to give out his new cell number”. I do trust our relationship though. No matter how long we’ve gone without talking before, we always pick up where we left off, having a great time together.

This makes me tired. I’ve always been known for having a lot of patience, but I gotta tell ya, I’m running out. Out, out, OUT.

I’m also scared. I’m scared that WS2 will be brainwashed and then our relationship will turn out like the one I have with WS1. If that happens, I will be absolutely DEVASTATED.

Here’s where I need your help! Will you PLEASE offer me some sort of advice on what to do next so that I don’t go completely insane?